21 guns

21 guns by green day,gotta listen to it!and happy birthday by t.a.t.u feat flipsyde,good stuff.

this would be a long weekend for me,need to be up by 6 on saturday which means later on! and sunday too! wth.

prefects' gathering at st mary's in morning,preparations for cousin's bd and grandparents' anniversary dinner in the afternoon(balloons and all) then yeah,dinner at night,buffet style at home.would be meeting a friend there!such a coincidence that his my cousin's friend.would not reveal who because it would be a surprise to him too.

so yeah,won't be back home that early,long day tomorrow.

as for sunday,mcd olympic run in KL!ah !@#$%^&* confirm ko,lets hope no hangover on saturday night,pfft.looking forward to the cuppacakes,gonna steal one home for joey if i remember,don't keel me if i don't :P

long days ahead,thats all for now,follow my twitter for updates! :) goodnites y'all.

twas a good day

Shermaine came over today! =)
She wasn't feeling well so yeah,i took her out to desapark for a good stroll.
Decided on New Zealand's instead of Coffee Bean,ice cream is the way to go lah!:P

Cookies and Cream,Chocolate Estacy? and Green Tea.

Shermaine is a lousy photographer,ish ish.And thats me disgusted with the green tea ice cream,what on earth...?and yeh yeh aku gemuk,i know thanks.

super random!

sick ke apa ni? *pokes*

Oh hello,attempating a macro shot but tak jadi.

Me and Shermaine,and Super Ring in the background.On a kiddy swing,was stopped by the guard later on,coz were too big for the swing,hell no.

Hello Super Ring,super yuums,cause it is cheesier than Cheezels.

HAHAHHA,recovered!Must be da super ringgggg.Kalau besok sakit lagi,jangan cari aku :P

Ada air tau :P The water is cheaper than Super Ringzzzzz.

That sums up my day fer today,gonna head to Delica later to order cakes for this Saturday!Cousin's 21st birthday and Grandparents' 50th Anniversary.So yeah,having buffet and all.Who wants to come? :)

what is wrong with me

blogging abit before i run off to jusco =P please bear with the random short updates on my blog,its weird,i like updating everyday for the moment.

i like seeing new things up on my blog,thou its really random and short.

okay,lemme dig some photos to please your eyes.

AHAH,heres one,whats his name again? :P

gonna go buy some papers now!woohoo!okthxbai.

i laughed,amazing

say my name,i just want to hear you.



i'm counting down the days till 21o709,thats when i regain freedom for myself.and thats when i'm officially letting go.for now,its just me and the world.and hint hint* 20th is debbie's birthday!omg,heh * super bimbotic voice*

today is a pretty laidback day for me,went to school as usual and had my share of laughter *wink*waiyee tied his hair with my broken rubberband,haha,super funny.imagine a coconut tree on a human head.what am i gonna do with two gay guys by my side *cough* anyway,had wantanmee for lunch with kawanku after school,with coke,yuums.

much happening compared to the solem days before.i'm finally eating right and gained some proper weight.

was it the yogurt?or was it the coke?

there is where i want to go,
sitting beneath the tree,
sparsely covered by an open umbrella,
surrounded by nature at its best,
watching the sun at dawn,
to feel myself again.

one can never be what everyone expects,
they could only be themselves.

some day

Shinedown -
i love the vibe they ooze.


Someday, when I'm older
And they never know my name
Somehow, if I'm honest
I can never feel ashamed
Maybe I was wrong to
Hold you up so high
Now I know I've lost you
To the feelings I kept inside

I don't know if it felt like
I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time
We're not on the same page, you don't even know me
Cause you never took the time

Someday, when it's over
And you never show your face
I hope you'll remember
How I tried to make you a place
And so now, I move on
To keep my piece of mind
In someway, I've failed you
But I just ran out of time

I don't know if it felt like
I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time
We're not on the same page, you don't even know me
Cause you never took the time

I'm not sure that you hear me
I'm not sure that you look at me the same
I will always be attached to you
But I'm never gonna feel the same

I don't know if it felt like
I wanted you here, the way that I wanted you last time
We're not on the same page, you don't even know me
Cause you never took the time
No, you never took the time

Someday, when I'm older..

It was a pretty productive day,bought a navy blue 1/2 sailor cut pants and its <3,and oh,did i mention,it was on sale for 50% off!

Tamago Mentai is the way to go,yuuums.Watched boys over flower(is it?) and its such a cute anime!manga style.but i fell asleep anyway,was soooooooo tired,so thats all for now,xoxo!

say hi to little e

hehe.wanted to name it after you,hahaha.but too bad,this little guy ere or girl,is wayy cuter than you lah =P

i took for granted

arggh,i'm pretty pissed at myself,haha i'm remembering all the wrong things,memorizing blog addresses instead of history facts,haha.i kid myself sometimes.

today is a good day,i drove to miss lee's tuition,had to park pretty far down,but nonetheless super satisfying feeling to be driving on my own even for a short distance!and i drove to kepong to yumcha ,got back an hour ago,heeeeeeeh.sooo excited,haha,i'll probably get bored in the future,but for now,i'm pretty much enjoying it.my cousin is staying over for the week and also the following,surprisingly we get along pretty well together.i should get cayyeng and shermaine to overnight some time in the future,probably gonna stay up talking the night away.

gonna go shopping tomorrow(today?)!with my cousin,heh.say hi to me if you see me wandering around in ou.haha.

on a lighter note,i think i'm moving on,which is good,i don't think much bout him anymore.maybe a little sometimes,but its fading ever so slowly.thou i can't deny that i still like him,just,i'm letting go :) is this what we call love?or just a mere infatuation?tell me.

updates : how does it feel to be rejected?hows rejection for you?haha sorry,i find it funny,i just had to post this up.i'm sure you know that your the topic of my amusement.a player played,i'm on her side :P because she did me a favor.thankful.

if you only knew

Its amazing that words travel faster than a human mind.

And its funny that Joseph became my so called bf out of the blue moon,so sudden,without my own knowledge.Now i know,haha.


Another friend said :
"If he doesn't want you,i'll want you."

Thanks but no thanks :) I love you guys for being so supportive.Heeeeh.

I'm pretty good on my own for now.

Half Alive

Cut my hair again yesterday,thou its been only a month since my last visit.Anyway its short now,not as short as Shermaine's,thou i really wanted and almost got it cut like hers but i chickened out in the end,so its shoulder length now :P

It feels good,this is what i call emo haircut,the emotional stress build washed away momentarily as i looked on,snippets of MY hair on the floor.Funny,but it works for me.

One day i might end up balding myself :D:D haha.

I twit more than i blog now,so follow my twitter! :)

Update : I'm chosen for National Service,damn the How's.Sigh.Guess i gotta be strong now and face the fact that i'm chosen.Those who is in the same luck as me,please enlighten me?i do not want to be alone.Joseph,please tell me everything you know about NS as soon as your back,your all i have now =(

Its 5.23 pm

Lost for words,tonight mcd with fii and hz <3 choco sundae,comfort food + good company.

I know i'll be okay.

Emily the Ikan Billis is back,yes =) another fella for me to disturb when i'm having ze sleepless nights.

Awesome lah :) and oh!Secondhand Serenade is <3.

And a shoutout to Shermaine for being there for me,i love you veli geli much okay ;)